+ COLA'S LARRIATIONS +

Looking through the CDs in my home, I realised i have misplaced many of our pictures, I panicked as i looked through them, I cried, and i just sat slump on the ground, blank and empty, because deep within, i know what I've lost is much more than just pictures.

As I uploaded these pictures one by one onto the website, I saw the smiles on our faces and i recalled the moments. We would laugh so hard and do all the dumb things together. You would always discover little things to surprise and bewilder me. When i look at the picture we took in school, I still smiled. You were always so cheeky, even normal puddles on a drain cap could turn out to be something so romantic.

Cow, I am dedicating this website to you, and I will still run to you when something hit me.

After all, you are the only one who knows exactly how i handle my emotions and will never deny my feelings using your opinions, the only one who would handle my mood swings by cracking the dumbest jokes, and the only one who would smoother my head when i throw temper at you. You knew so well how to stop my tantrums and how to cool my temper without hurting me or screaming back at me.

And only you would do the things I love to do with me without making me feel pressurized that you are doing them for me against your own pleasure, you enabled me to enjoy my excursion without having to worry about if you were bored, because i could feel you there having fun with me, because i know my smiles matters to you.

After all, only you would love an imperfect me so perfectly, and i am sorry i took so long to realise this. Cow, truly, no one loves me like you do, perhaps ever again.